We tend to think that 'not existing' is (or would be) an extraordinarily bad thing and be very averse to the prospect on this account but this is only because of our limited way of seeing things! Actually, not existing...
The pure undiluted confidence of the uncompromised ego represents an entry in the debit column in the ‘Cosmic Account Book’. It represents an entry in the debit column simply because there is nothing to back it up, nothing of substance...